Strange Dream dont know what it means?

I dreamt that I was at a gas station, my ex boyfriend(sons father) was pumping gas and my friend walked up to me and said, "Ashley, Jesus is in those bright clouds," I turned around and it was a tall jesus figure in the clouds floating past the gas station. My sons father said something about wanting to get ran over by a car and dying. He walked into traffic and he almost got hit by a car but avoided it. I guess from the traffic building, the semi jack-knifed the trailor ran him over and he was getting trampled by the cars. I was screaming and trying to run after him to help him and I just could not reach him. As if i was going in slow motion.Then I woke up to my heart racing. Then when telling the story to my friend i started crying. I just want to know what this means.